"The Bloated Love"

I am done with these rantings of the night.

Because I thought maybe, just maybe,

You will hear my plight.

But now I have a clear sight.

I can give you my love, all I need you is by my side.

I heard where there is tunnel, there is supposed to be light.

But I have crossed this bridge in the dark, without any guide.

I know deep down you loved me whenever you shared that beautiful smile.

But now your smile is just a memory , that doesn't feel right.

I can clearly remember those days spent seeing into ur eyes,

Even moon wont be that bright.

But forgetting those eyes is not something for me to decide.

I still remember holding your waist as we walked past rock beach

On full moon night.

Letting you go was not my decision but still I will respect your wishes

Till the day I die.

I know love is never easy with someone as stupid as me gets into your life.

But darling, I can die for you if you ask that from me with honesty in your eyes.

I can still smell your beautiful scent when I lay alone on bed, all quite.

I can still hear your soothing laugh trying to make fun of me, but that's alright.

Because I have your recordings that calms me down during dreadful nights.

I still wish we didn't have to go separate ways letting our love die.

But you let go of me, I never begged for anything in life.

For love , it was different , I still left my self respect aside.

I cried on phone , begging you to not leave me when all I can offer was just promises of a beautiful might.

Now you are with someone promising the same promises as mine.

But trust me I loved you with a love that was way beyond the love this world has defined.

So before I die, let me tell you one last time.

Maybe, just maybe if you had enough trust in the love we designed.

We might be the shining stars , to which whole world looks and gives a sigh.